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Post by 101954 on Apr 5, 2005 8:34:37 GMT -5
OK I confess, I'm quite arrogant and naughty on this board
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Post by blond on Apr 5, 2005 8:35:33 GMT -5
When you have seen a sick person dying and have gone through looking into an autopsy, life becomes lifeless... the anger, the jealousy, the bad that once encompassed that person you had are no longer there...what essential is left is knowing that person said you mean everything to them...and that is the meaning of love...
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Post by blond on Apr 5, 2005 8:35:33 GMT -5
When you have seen a sick person dying and have gone through looking into an autopsy, life becomes lifeless... the anger, the jealousy, the bad that once encompassed that person you had are no longer there...what essential is left is knowing that person said you mean everything to them...and that is the meaning of love...
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Post by 101954 on Apr 5, 2005 9:04:09 GMT -5
and you will never know it..... Icon, Blond, Jb, Doug...... It's not Strange........It's Sad...... Sad that others will not know the truth.... Sad that a board named for someone who's life was hell has a Small group who will never grow beyond themselfs on it... Sad that they cannot see what they have done here..... Sad that Yes, Gia did know All Four of You in New York.... Scott, if your reading this post.....Do two things 1. Do not reply...... 2. For your Recovery go somewhere else this board is not for you, this board would not even be for Gia....... It's not strange.......it's sad......
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Post by blond on Apr 5, 2005 10:23:27 GMT -5
...what makes it unbearable is that upon finding the end to all meaning of life, you have to carry on physically alone but knowing that your spiritual strive has been completed...finding the answer to eternity is both a blessing and a curse in that way ...because of this imbalance of physical emptiness meeting spritual fufillment, you become trap in a zone between what is real and what is not in your emotional world...that is why for those who truly love Gia experienced a lengthy time gap before they can slowly come back to living in the reality....evenso, that still makes the past hard to come to term with the present...we should stop questionning why Sandy and Icon both waited 'til 2000s to speak openly and frankly about their love for Gia... both lovers are different in how Gia holds true to their heart...what should be remembered is that Gia, like a goddess, had tamed two women in this world and made each believe in love.
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Post by blond on Apr 5, 2005 11:11:16 GMT -5
RJG...I always wonder why Gia was raped and this might very well be it.... ....the fashion industry had promoted her as a sex goddess where her names got passed down in every street corner ...when the industry had finished using her commercially, she was left with a drug habit she picked up at work and couldn't get rid of....with no work and no income, she had to dig a hole to meagerly survive her existence...the quality of life was less than zero for the 6 years that ended her life in trading for a 2 years of stardom in fashion... a career which she did not want for herself but she reached her best in it to earn her mother's acceptance ...Gia was a victim in her lifetime, must you now drag every details to substantiate this pain ...please remember her drug habits was more severe than all her girlfriends, not because she was a partygirl, it was because she wanted to perform her best in her career to win her family, mainly her mother back. ....a recent surveyed has been announced on what makes people happy #1 Family #2 Health ...Gia pushed herself this hard to win her 'family' back, her HAPPINESS In her struggle with this, she gained the respect of Sandy, a career-oriented woman who fell in love with her because of their mutual struggles to climb a corporate ladder in an industry based on sex & drugs, reducing the most competent professionals down to a whore she gained the respect of Icon, in her struggle to find her way back to her family and happiness in life...it is only through Icon that we learn how this kid was struggling to gain her family life back....her lovers were just someone who she trusted and who continues to understand her lifelong struggle...the details to their relationships are their memories, not ours
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Post by blond on Apr 5, 2005 11:42:38 GMT -5
...who we are attracted to is outside of our control, it is the circumstance that makes us feel the way we do... Gia's strong attractions to Sandy and Icon is just that
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Post by CIRCUITBOYSCOTT on Apr 5, 2005 12:01:24 GMT -5
maybe that's why you seem to have a problem....and can't deal with people socially.... So tellme, oh super Sociologist, Psychologist, Psychiatrist? What is my problem? Tell me all about my life.
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Post by blond on Apr 5, 2005 12:04:40 GMT -5
Scotty you are just a hot looking hunk
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Post by CIRCUITBOYSCOTT on Apr 5, 2005 12:22:38 GMT -5
4 words guys ...Woman wins this board That truly is sad. I feel for you blond. If this is some sort of contest with you, I am not sure I care to read your posts in the future. You are correct Ron, that is the lesson I have now learned. State the facts or your opinion and then run. "Don't feed".
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Post by 101954 on Apr 5, 2005 12:35:19 GMT -5
That truly is sad. I feel for you blond. If this is some sort of contest with you, I am not sure I care to read your posts in the future. You are correct Ron, that is lesson I have now learned. State the facts or your opinion and then run. "Don't feed". You got it..... I wonder if they know, or care that their using Gia the same way the fashion people did......
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Post by JohnLong on Apr 5, 2005 13:05:00 GMT -5
....the fashion industry... Gia was a victim.. her mother ... a recent survey... Sandy... relationships... etc... The blind man holds in his right hand the tail of an elephant and his left hand a snake; to him they are the same. JL
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Post by dougahlina on Apr 5, 2005 13:13:59 GMT -5
OK I confess, I'm quite arrogant and naughty on this board as you probably have guessed by now pussycat....i wasn't referring to your post! I should have clarified that earlier! Sorry babe!
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Post by CIRCUITBOYSCOTT on Apr 5, 2005 13:18:13 GMT -5
Scotty you are just a hot looking hunk What the hell is that about? I don't know if that is a compliment or a smug remark saying that that is all there is to me.
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Post by rose on Apr 5, 2005 13:24:50 GMT -5
Gia's mother and close friends like JL WERE NOT HER PROBLEM NOR WAS THE FASHION INDUSTRY!!!!It was her addictive personality her need to live life as fast as possible and her youth that led her into the drug culture that ultimately took her life!She was nobody's victim and to paint her as one is just a disservice to her,her memory and everything she did accomplished in her short life on this earth!She dabbled as many of us do into danger and she went out too far on the limb to come back!I'm sick of her family and friends being trashed by complete strangers who were never there..Jackie Beam did you hold Gia's dying hand?Did you pray for her hours on end into the night as her mother did?How dare you attack Mrs.Speers!She has lost her sister,her daughter and her husband..who the hell do you think you are to judge anybody for what they did when Gia was dying !You have you own little site and you are getting your own little cut of Gia's pie 20 years after she has passed.Her family gets nothing from Gia's images though I 'm sure they could use the cach so many reap from Gia's face!As for Scott he is here and I hope he stays!He beat his addiction and he would rather offer a kind word to a lonely scared soul which is a hell of a lot more than I can say for you!Stop tearing people down..it doesn't make you bigger IN ANYBODY'S EYES...
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